Breann is eating solids

So this past week Jeff and I started feeding Breann some solid food. She loves her oatmeal but is not to excited on the green beans right now. She loves to grab the spoon and force it into her mouth. Well that was until I started to give her the green beans. It is a fun time for the both of us and she loves it because when it is night time that means she is going to get a bath afterwards. Oh this is a fun video of Bree playing with the keyboard.

Hello, Open Window.

There is always a moment in everyone's life that makes us take a step back a try to view everything as a whole. We view a problem, look and try to find the source of that problem and from there think of solutions to fix it. Now people say that the grass is always greener on the other side but there will always be problems. I guess the thought is that If the solution is to go to the other grass then the problems there have other solutions then looking for a better patch of grass (I hope that made sense).

The thing is I haven't been honest with everyone because I feel that if I was totally honest that I would have failed the people who have supported me from the very beginning. At first I felt that God put me in a certain position but now as I look back it was an opportunity for me to do what I love to do. Now God needs for me to move on and do his work. For those of you who don't know I went to school to become a Registered Veterinary Technician. I finish the classes, graduated and took the state test. I FAILED the state test. Now this was very frustrating because there were so many people that I've worked with that I've given them help to study and they passed the test. For me to fail the test not once, or twice but three times was very embarrassing. I was really disappointed in myself, I mean I didn't know what else I could do other then take the test for a fourth time. I did decide that I was going to take the test as many times as it needed to until I passed. Unfortunately the state board decided to raise the price of taking the test to $250.00. That is a $175.00 difference. I am thankful for the experience that I was given but I feel that I need to move in a different direction that God has intended for me. I am still looking for that open window but I know it is there and the support from my close friends and family have been a tremdous help. Thanks!

On My Mind

Well lets get the crap out of the way so I can talk about fun stuff. Work has officially become my burden. I still love working with animals but when you feel unappreciated and since I have come back I feel that my status as a tech is more like a tech assistant I can't help but to get mad. Not to mention the organization has gone out the window. Anyways I am praying for a change on my life whether it is with Yorba or not.

Now for the fun news, Breann is starting to giggle a lot. I will do a little laugh for her and she will giggle and laugh too. she is so cute and her feeding time with the spoon is just special. Now I am just waiting for her roll-overs to be more constant.

New Things

Well Yesterday I did a lot, I worked the wee hours of the morning, then on my list to do was to take a nap, then drop Bree at Daycare for a few hours, then go to Disneyland for Sara's birthday. Happy Birthday Sara!! Anyways everything went to plan except for the nap. Which is a first since the I went back to work the nap was always a must on my list and the first to get accomplished. Anyways Bree had a fun time at day-care and I had fun getting a hair cut. Afterwards we went to D-land which it was very hot and really put Bree in a grumpy mood. I do have to say she did get a Pluto doll out of it from Amy. Lets face it my daughter is 4 months and she already knows how to work the system to get a present. She is so cute.